I guess this challenge would more appropriately be named: Forgiving myself for waterpark madness. I really let myself eat away today. I feel pretty crappy about it. I feel stressed out, but I don't know what about. The only thing that made it feel better was eating - so not good. I'm anticipating that I'll be really struggling this week with food choices that I made today. Like a true fatty, I've not shown you the evidence of my hogging out. I just couldn't bring myself to do it. It's bad enough I'm looking at all the food on my list as it is. I couldn't handle the visual reminders of it on top of it all! I'll get better at that, I'm sure, but today's not the day. I had a lot of fun today. And I really enjoyed everything I ate. I regret the calories and the work it's going to take to get back on track, but I'm glad that I just had fun today. I needed to let loose. UHHHHHHHG I just wish it wasn't at the expense of all my hard work this week! Okay, now I'm rambling. Bottom line: challenge FAILED. (again!)
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