Well it's 2 days later and gotta say - I'm feeling g-uh-reat! My eating is right on point. I'm drinking my water. Taking my multi-vitamin. Knockin' down these barriers one by one. I feel stronger every day and am getting really excited about my run next week. Yes, I haven't run in about a month, but I haven't been living a sedentary life by any means. My lungs are feeling fantastic, my body is limber and loose from all the hours of yoga I've been putting in, and today I make my comeback to TKB. All-in-all: goooood stuff!
It's kind of funny when I think about where I was a year ago. Completely broken-hearted and wishing for my old life back. Ha! Now I think: "How could I have not known life could be this good?" It's amazing. For the first time in almost 7 years I get to put my feelings first, I do what I want when I want, and nobody is there telling me I'm not good enough. I read in this book called "It's called a Breakup because it's broken" by Greg Berehndt (sp?) a line that I've really carried with me: "Remember that at one time, that person who you loved most in this world and had promised you so many things looked at you, saw everything you are and had to offer them, at told you it wasn't good enough. That they didn't want you anymore." Enough said.
So now here I am. Putting all that wasted time and wasted energy into a positive place. I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED ABOUT IT! :)
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